Over the past months many things changed but most of all I stopped really doing anything. My school ended three months ago and I got into roleplaying, once again, and it kind of took up my time.
Lyza went to Korea and if I am honest I more or less didn't do anything else than sitting in front of the pc and I did not even manage to update this place.
There is also the problem that I did not sew in quite a while but!, and this is why I am writing this whole post, things are changing. And hope fully I can document the change while it's happening for everyone interested.
This is actually just a quick heads up but it feels like a starting point to me. Maybe it's because tomorrow a new month will begin or maybe it's because yesterday we probably saw our new apartment. But yes it feels like something is starting.
As mentioned yes we are planning on moving into our own apartment. This is so exciting you can't even believe. We already kind of have a place but it needs rennovation before we move there fully but the person who is giving it for rent promised us to do exactly that within the next ... four weeks? and then she would call us again if we still wanted the apartment. We will be going there again in about two weeks, but guys this is the most exciting and sad thing at the same time. Really I've squealed so much and on the other hand I already cried twice. But as I am typing I realize this most probably needs a own post so I am aiming for that in the continuing week(s).
Another thing is that, as I mentiones, school is over and now I am stuck looking for a job. I kind of shyed away from going to search for one earlier so now I am under time pressure but really I think I needed time to realize everything. It's not the best excuse but the best I can offer. I've send out some applications, also some for the next year but that's still so far away and I need money actually ... now. I will at least send three more today, lets just hope I'll get accepted somewhere and we can continue to look for something better from that point, can't we?
But as I am talking about a regular job Lyza and I both really want to continue our Vlog project about Korea, we've been having it on hold since Lyza went to Korea, but I am energized. There is however much planning to do for this and video editing takes lots of time. I feel ready to accept this challenge though, especially with the perspective to earn a bit more money though something I love.
And another thing! I think everyone knows etsy and there is a german pendant to that where I really want to start selling self sewn bookcovers, and hopefully other things in the future, but to do that I really need to sew some things that can be sold first.
Last but not least my two rooms are in a constant 'mess mood' so if we want to move, even if it's only in four weeks I need to start throwing things out, sorting though them and at one point looking what we need for a new apartment.
Looking at this it sounds like quite a lot but right now ... I feel not the slightest bit scared (I am sure it will come back soon) but only happy and looking forward to my future.
I will try to document my failure or success with you and you are gladly invited to join me in my journy to ... adulthood?
Love
Maren
ps. I really like this post!
